I really truly felt he would give me some time tonight... Nope.

2/9/20- I totally in every possible way believed that he would actually give me a few minutes of his time tonight... But it didn't happen. Instead I got lights out pictures being taken and after I turn the camera off he was using his key clicker to flash his lights and put his headlights on so that they would shine right in my face. Kind of feels like putting the knife that's already in my backç and twisting it a little deeper

Nope.